Let's Try This Again!

I've been terribly slack. I made a good start then everything fell to pieces after getting my wisdom teeth out. I really hit the comfort food and then it was all downhill. I'm re-joing Weight Watchers today. I want to lose some weight before summer. Plus my uniform trousers are getting a bit snug and if I don't lose some weight I'm going to bend over and RRRRRRPPPPPPP!!! *g* I've been eating better this week in preparation. I've been making my lunch instead of buying it and not buing a muffin for morning tea. I've been having problems with my back these past few weeks and I know that carrying excess weight is not helping it. My week now begins on a Thursday. I always join WeightWatchers on a Thursday. I don't know why but it's become a habit. :) I think I've become a serial joiner. I do really well for a couple of weeks, have a bad day then everything spirals out of control. I know logically that all I have to do is put that day behind me and carry on but I never seem to be able to do it. Maybe I need to be more assertive in asking for help from those around me. But, we'll see how things go. If I'm totally motivated to do this then I will succeed. It's just that I have a lot of weight to lose, and even though I try to focus on small goals, I can't help but think of the total amount I need to lose. *sigh* It's almost discouraging from the start. I do get inspired by reading others weight loss stories and know that it is possible. I have also lost lots of weight before. Sounds like I'm ready to give up before I start! *g* This time I AM going to do it!