Back Again

Well i had a bit of a freak out last night well not freak out but i realised i have to do something about my weight instead of ignoring it so i weighed myself, went through my cupboards and took out all the clothes i have that don't fit me (2 garbage bags full) at 11pm at night this is *G* i made signs and put them around the house and had a cry :)
This morning we got up at 6am and went for a walk which i'm going to start doing everyday, took us about 30-40mins, i'm really cutting back on the food and i'm going to eat some of those pre packaged dinners for a month or so. I do feel loads better having exercised and am really going to stick to this seeing all my nice clothes in the garbage bag that don't fit me was so sad...i'm going to make them fit me again!!!
I have some extra motivation at the moment as i have found a wedding dress i want and its cheaper if you can fit into a certain size or $60 something more if you can't i want to save money so i have to fit into the smaller one :)
This may sound weird but i'm getting Andrew and my dad to sponsor me *G* Andrew will put $20 in a bank for every kilo i loose and when i reach my first goal (which is a little ways off) i get the money to go and buy some clothes or something, if i put on a kilo he takes 20 out, Dad i'm just going to get him to give $10 per kilo and when i reach the goal weight he will give me the total...i really needed to do something because if i keep telling myself its ok for me to be larger i will never lose any!!!